• in the dark times i sort of long for him but all in all becomming indifferent. I worry about about him but he's a grown up so... I don't think he is going to come to the studio any more. I was an iddiot friday night got a little tipsy and sent him a link to a pretty cool song - there was no connitations but still sending someone somthing on the internet at like 11pm on a friday night shows i was thinking of him i feel studpid. at least i haven't received a email or somthing saying leave me the f#ck alone. Due to the randome peace offering I've made. I think i am done trying to make up for any mistakes he may not have forgiven me for. I was mad that he was so mad and kind of narrow minded. But now not so much I wanted to try and persude him of my good nature regardless if we are friends are not - but now I don't have that urge. Thank hevean. I think if the shit hit the fan and I left town I wouldn't even try to contact him. I want him to find his way leave him be, he wants so much to start his own life and it is so cute oh to be that age again. He's in such a rush to be a man that he doesn't see with age you less tends to surprise you - which kind of sucks. You don't fall Madly in love with people, Money is important ect... Any how the feelings of hoping to run into him are going away - not entirely but mostly.

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