Slow death.

  • So, I am into this guy. Undeniablly. As much as I wish I could deny it. This guy and I seem perfect for eachother, mucho in common and what have you. But, this guy's got some serious baggage. He talks about being alone, but through his site you can see these comments about how he loves or some other girls love him, although it may be something they know won't work. He seems to like me, acts like it at least. The problem is, I have the eternal fear of someone leaving me for someone else. So IF this guy and I were to "get together" he might decide the previous girls were better. The last time we spoke he asked about a lot of relationship stuff, then said "We need to talk." Then, he decided to go to sleep. He said he hoped to talk to me soon, and to much distress, he hasn't been on for over a day, almost two. This doesn't seem like a large sum of time, but here I am facing this chance.. this awesome chance that I don't want to miss. He and I think a lot alike, from food to love. I just.. I'm on edge because the next time I talk to him could be important.. crutial. If he's going to send me away, I want him to do it now so I can get on with life. It's not fair to have to just sit and wait for him to return. I can't find anything to take up my time, I just wish he'd get back already. With each coming hour my breath grows shorter. ~Me
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