Well I sent this to my ex, he didn't reply we've only been apart for 4 days - I sent a text saying ok this poem was a bad idea but i needed the closer - since he dumped me. then he didn't return the text - so the end of the day i sent another email (like i am an iddiot man!) saying you could be sensitive, have some empathy i feel like an asshole for being hurt you don't want me in your life - that's kinda unnearving. Anyhow he calls me back and says you over reacting iddiot (parafrasing) I was out of town all day! oh god now I am hurt, embarassed, and look like a moron! I ask him to be kind about it because I really miss him I haven't seen or really talked to him in a very long time as I see now he must have been giving me the cold shoulder for a while and I again the moron didn't notice. He wouldn't really give me that he didn't act like he understood he was really annoyed I asked him why and he blurts out he has a disorder and I am an asshole for making him admit it! Somthing he hasn't told anyone!!! oh god from worse to gutter - I was on the wagon for a while but when I finally got home last night at 9pm I drank almost a whole bottle of wine!!! Today i went to his appartment left him an appology letter and a plant at his door. FUCK!!!!! I really did this to myself!But today is new and i am determined to get back on the wagon and carry on - how did i make such a mess? well I move to soon, I care too much, I need to hug in and give myself some of that attention. God I am gonna miss that boy - I wish we could make it work - but i don't blame him oh a thousand times over i don't blame him. xo time to hang with me see if i can use some of this passion in my own life xo
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