• im so confused lately. he seems so indifferent towards me sometimes and others so all over me. i dont get it. i went to my first ever party on saturday night. omg ahmazing. was at abbeys. only a max of 20 people were there. ryan was with me. we chilled in her basement. we smoked and drank. a few guys jammed. and i just enjoyed myself completely. so this kid walks in and he is introducing himself when he gets to me i go "i know who you are! you butt dial me all the time!" and he was liek "oh shit youre the girl !! sorry that wasnt my phone with those numbers." and then i just stared at him all night because hes pretty much super cute. then i was upstairs and just laughing allllll night sooooo hard. he goes ryan is she okay ? ryans was like yeah she does this all the time. then he comes over to me and he is shirtless and he gets wicked close to me standing from behind and makes noises in my ear only to make me laugh harder. i freaking loved it. he seemed to look at me all night. but then later we were alone in the kitchen and he was all why are you lauhing to so much at me and i was like so you lived/live on adin dr ? he goes yep still do. i go well my cousin and aunt lived there and we used to play together. and he was all oh shit i knew you looked familiar. and then i didnt know what else to say so i just sped outta the room. and then later abs passed out. me and ryan slept on the floor together. then it was all over. it was over so fast but it was such a good time. i wanna do it again wicked soon. im so excited to get my license in two weeks

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