• So I'll fill you in on what has happened this week so far, since I have time now. I found out through my ex, that Becca, My best friend, was trying to fuck around with him while we were dating, and even after. She denied it all, but then I saw it first hand. I ended our friendship that night, Sunday. Since Sunday I have been talking to Mike, who Becca was originally talking to, but she fucked him over as well. We made an instant connection, which is awesome. Yesterday I decided that I am going to be nice, be civil with Becca for the remainder of the year because we are rooming together for our Senior Class Trip to Florida next month, and she is also in my limo for Prom. After graduation on June 3rd, I am through with her. I'll never have to see her again. If this had been the first time she has ever done that to me I wouldn have blown it off. But this is the third time, and each have gotten progressively worse. 1) She set me up with Kevin, but behind my back she was trying to fuck with him too. 2) We were all drunk, I was with Tyler, she was with Lorenzo, and while I got up and was throwing up outside the car she fucked Tyler. I was mad and I told her that, but I still let it go because he wasn't my boyfriend. 3) Now, she was fucking around with my boyfriend behind my back, denied it all to me, and I ended up hearing about it from my ex. He then showed me actual proof, a convo that they had on skype...which he saved to tell me. Dates and times. Both of them speaking. Everything. She tried to blame it on me. Then said "I liked the attention but idk why from him. I'm always so self conscious because you are so much prettier than me...blah blah blah" Don't give me that shit. Don't do that. You look like a stupid bitch. Some good has come out of it though, she is begging me for my friendship, since I was the only person who liked her anyways. Also, Mike came out of it. He came before it all started but we have since gotten closer. We text every day, all day. Skype when we can. We were texting last night while I was watching movies. We were talking about random things, but I was straight forward like usual, and asked him exactly what he wants. He doesn't want to limit it to just being friends but doesn't want a full on relationship, because he is leaving at the end of August. I was happy to hear that. I don't want a serious relationship because I am leaving for college at the end of August as well. We plan on dating, but not too serious because we both know where it's going to lead. But we are very similar to each other in other ways than just what we are thinking about future wise. We both don't do PDA, some is okay, like holding hands, but nothing more. We plan on having sleep overs and spending a lot of time together on weekends over the summer. I am hoping that I will have a car shortly that way I can go there whenever I want. I could drive to the train station or I can just take my car in. He tells me how beautiful I am. Over and over again, he tells me that he misses me even after I just left. He is a good guy. He is somebody I would really love to be friends with. Even if we get really close over the summer, and end up leaving, I think it'll just make us better friends. Maybe I'll ask him to come visit me at school in the fall. I would love to see him again. And then we can repeat this all next summer. I am happy. I have something to really look forward to. :)

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