• Okay so let me start off from this morning. I was woken up by my mom asking me if I wanted to go to Josh Sh. barmi this morning, and I said yes. Apparently it was at 10:00 so I got out of bed, got dressed and went to what I thougght was his barmi. You see, my dad dropped me off at Gardens Shul, and when I got there there had been nobody there yet. I waited for 45 minutes, which as when I was sitting in the bathroom, being all depressed. I could have sworn I was about to burst into tears, then Debby walked in and said that my parents had dropped me off at the wrong shul. So then in the car, my dad phones and says sorry and all that, then Debby took to me to Josh's real shul, and half way through, when everybody was walking outside and eatig and stuff, I was sitting with everybody, and Sidne says "SAR!" and points to my chest. I look down and there is this small black spider. So I tried to take it off but it went down into my bra. It was just the most embarrasing thing I have evr been through, it was okay though, everybody forgot about it about 5 minutes later. Then, I went back with Kayla and Sidne to Kayla's house so that my dad could fetch me from there. That part wasn't bad, in fact, that part was a lot of fun. Anyway, my dad fetched me and we got home, and my mom was all hugging me and sayings o rry and stuff, it was actually extremely annoying. I also found out at Kayla that I missed a barmi that I RSVPed to say I would be theer. Everybody was theer, and I can't believe I missed out on it. URGH TODAY WAS JUST THE WORST! Anyway, I told Teagan that I had plans to sleep over at Isabel. i'm not actually sleeping at Isabel, I just told that tp Teagan because I'm not in the mood to sleep over at her. So I had the weirdest dream last night. Okay so I remember that our Middle School was a boarding school type of place, and I was sharing a room with Isabel. Then it was raining and we were both lying in bed to go to sleep. But then somehow I got outside and into a car which was when I found out that Teagan had been in a car accident of some type. I, for some reason, was only shocked for a few minutes. Anyway, then I somehow was in the Atrium of the Middle School, and I was standing by one of the pillars and David Hen. was standing next to me, and we were talking and laughing, which was when he kissed me on my cheek. It had spread around the school like fire in the next few minutes, and it was weird. Then I found myself by the place they pick us up for camp right by the school, and Josh Sh. Kyle N, and I think Jarryd H., were playing with the soccer ball, but we were throwing it and then when we got onto the road, it was on the ground and I found myself passing it to Kyle N. Anyway he went away with it and I was walking towards a bunch of girls. They said to me “ You’re a good singer, why don’t you sing instead of do this?” (meaning playing with the ball with the boys) And then suddenly out of nowhere comes Roland D. and he says “Singing will ruin her reputation”. I honestly had no idea what they were talking about. Then J came out of nowhere and said that he heard about David kissing me on the cheek. Thn Teagan came out of nowhere and I said “Teagan! Are you okay?!” Even though she didn’t look hurt at all. “When did you get out of the hospital?” I said. Then she said “I was in there for a month” and I was pretty confused by that and then I woke up. It was all very weird. (sigh) Well tomorrow is the last day of freedom, I hope I wake up nice and late. Then the next day, I will just be going to back to the place where nobody ever speaks to me, woohoo. OMG I just realised that I still have that EMS thing to do! UUURRGGGHHH!!!! Why does this have to happen to me!? (sigh) Well, I better just go now, bye.

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