• Everybody has moved on. I don't think I know anybody who has remained my very very good friend. I know you have heard this all before, but... Okay fine, so maybe Kayla has, but thats probably only because we are cousins. I think that this is a situation though, what I'm feeling right now, not even music can cure. Not Pink Floyd, not The Beatles, not Led Zeppelin, none of them. Knowing that makes me a whole lot more depressed than I already am. So yesterday everybody went to Sidne. Well, I think they did, I'm not sure but I think thats what Max has been posting about on Facebook. (sigh) I should just never go on Facebook ever again, it just makes me mroe depressed, and its not like anybody ever speaks to me anyway. I guess I just go on because I always hope that there will actually be someone on who might, just might, actually talk to me. Well, I also saw today on Facebook that Mik., David and Johnathan are still... Practically best friends. It wouldn't bother e if DB actually still spoke to me and sat next to me like he used to, but now its all like it used to be. Well all I did yesterday was go to the zoo, it wasn't so bad, I actually had fun. But today I did nothing, absolutely nothing but sit ariund being depressed and watching movies while eating junk food all day. It's actually pretty disgusting. I figured out that I actually want to go to camp this year. I decided that I would absolutely hate it if DB were to really "fall in love" with Kayla, and I wasn't there. Of course if that does happen, I won't do anything to stop it, I want Kayla to be happy. And we still have to go to school again in 3 days. What is the point of giving us holidays for a week, then making us go back to school for 5 days, and then giving us holiday again. It's so pointless! (sigh) I guess it just gives me something to do with my days. I still have that interveiw to do for EMS wchich is due in 8 days, but I geuss I have enough time. I just want to get it over with. So this is just great. My holiday is almost over and I havn't done anything fun, I am completely confused (to do with who DB likes) and I have no friends. Well, I still have a lot of my life to get on with, I'm sure int that time I will get over it all. I love how I always wake up nice and late again, it's just, now that I kept waking up in the middle of this night, like at 4:00 in the morning, I keep doing it every night! It is always so hard for me to go back to sleep, and I just completely hate it. URGH! Well, I think I will now just go and relax in my room, I'll probably lie on my bed and play guitar, or maybe I'll just doodle in my book while I listen to music. I mean, there's no point in studying is there.

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