• Okay, so before I went to Isabel, I was actually looking forward to going to the barmi tonight, you know, to have a nice conversation with DB, but that has all changed now. I will start from when I got to Isabel yesterday. So I was the only one there because Rachel Teagan dna Kayla ahdn't arrived yet, but it was okay because Isabel and I managed to keep ourselves occupied. Then when everyone was there , we were all lying under the duvet, all very comfortable and lazy and we were enjoying ourselves. Anyway, we had watched like 6 episodes of Vampire Diaries when we decided to take a break, and we were being all crazy and stuff, and then we went back to being lazy and watching. While the others were watching, I was looking at the conversation between Kayla and DB on the blackberry. SO DB had said "ams" and the Kayla said "MMmmmm, hdul?" and then DB was like "You" and then Kayla put the blackberry in fron of my face as if I hadn't seen the comment already, then I told her to say "Haha very funny :P" and then she did, then before letting DB reply she said " You are joking right?" and then he said "No". then after two more comments he said "Can I have a pic of s-j?" and Kayla said "Why?" so DB says "Because I want to see her". I told her not to send one of me, but she did anyway. When she sent it DB said " No I mean one of right now" and then the conversation went way off track. That conversation really got to me. I mean, I know this sounds cocky, but I honestly thought that he liked me, I mean he always acted like it, and he would always sit next to me and talk to me and call me to him. (sigh) I guess it was all just, well, not true. This makes me sound like some kind of sappy weird girl in those sappy boring movies. URGH! What I just don't understand now, is if I even liked him. I'm just so confused. Well, at least I know now that what ever I did feel for DB is now something I have to completely ignore. Like I always say, it's completely stupid to like someone who doesn't like you back. My throat is sore, and I don't feel well. Tihs is the first time in years that I don't feel well, so I'm just not going to say anything about it to my parents. I son't get sick! It's just something i don't do ad I refuse to let it happen. I think I just feel like this because I have been lazy all day and I have been lying in bed for most of my day. It's all just in my head. I know tonight is just going to be so bad, and I know I am going to have a terrible time. IT's okay though, it's not like I'm not used to it. My parents bought me this really cool shirt today and it says Pink Floyd Dark SIde of the Moon. It's really cool and I love it. I'm still in my pyjamas because I went straight home from Isabel, so I'm wearing my Pink Floyd The Wall shirt right now. Well, todoay is going to be terrible so I might as well just not do anything, 'm off. Bye...

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