• Again- I don't really write on this much, but I do feel obligated to keep this kind of current with my life. So without further ado... I'm in college now. Crazy stuff. I moved six hours away and knew only one person at my new school, but it's worked out wonderfully. I love the new everything here, though I am ready for a new semester already. I need a new adventure. After months of not speaking and a huge fight, I think Dustin and I are in a good place. We're legitimately friends with no lingering feelings of any sort on either side, which is a huge relief. Though we haven't spoken in a week, so we'll see how that goes. Andrew? I'm not even going to bother writing about him. Not worth it. Uhhh... I mean, there's not a whole lot to write about, I guess. I mean, not things that I would write about here, anyway. It's been more than a year, and I feel like I haven't changed m-- No. That's not true. I have changed. A whole hell of a lot, too. You know something? I don't need to write here anymore. The only thing that's keeping me writing here is my stupid sense of pride and how much I worry that all of you reading-- which could easily be, like, three people-- will -like- me. How pathetic is that? My entire sense of self-worth is based on whether or not I feel I have presented myself honestly and interestingly enough for a bunch of strangers to -like- me. Screw that shit. Anyhow. It's been fun, and I hope you all find what you need in your lives. I haven't yet, but I'm a helluva lot closer than I was last year.

• lol i like reading your journals, and i know how it goes with people -like- you.

  cassifaceon April 01, 2011   Link

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