you know what i want?
perfect realistic scenario:
we have an amazing summer
go to the beach
sing on picnic tables
remember what it's like to feel intoxicated with something good and pure
i'm not talking the drugs
those aren't reality
you are not something i need to escape from
every moment with my head held into your chest
have always been my strongest
i love you
i need you
i always have
and when we talk like it's last year,
i feel better
like who i used to be
not this miami fake bitch
not this used up empty heart
so i'll try my best
bring you back with me
and for a few days, after all my begging
you finally say okay
you let yourself fall
you breathe me in and i watch you smile
we are incredible
i'm safe so safe so strong and then
and then you tell me your life blew up
you say don't text or call until i contact you
but that was on friday
and im so worried and hurt that you won't answer
did i do something?
do i deserve this?
everytime i call i know im ruining it
so i wont
but its getting harder
too long apart
and just when we were making such good progress
so i guess i'll wait
no one else cares
i'll wake up every morning with fingers crossed
and dream of you before i sleep
i hope you're okay
i'm sorry if it's all my fault
i only wanted both of us to be happy
it's a silly time to learn to swim when you start to drown
- March 15, 2011
- ideaofcrying
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