• it makes me sad to read these journals and realize ive written about the most worthless guys and in the last six months have not written about the most perfect guy thoroughly. ive been dating him for six months and its been so perfect. of course there have been some bumps which ive written about but they have not nearly been the whole relationship. i want to be able to read about how ahmazing he was and for people who read these to realize i have the most perfect boyfriend. and i hate that i can remember my first meeting/kiss with other guys from this journal but not the one most important one. i barely remember what i wore or he wore on our first date. the first date was at his house. we had been texting for awhile but had to wait till he got back from PA. we were flirting but we figured we'd just be friends. we watched the candy man. haha and then we listened to music and switched ipods. i remember i wore my orange shorts and green brand new t shirt to impress him to show i liked music. i had my yellow bag and my highlighter flip flops and curly light brown hair. i was tan. i cant remember what he wore. we cuddled i remember that. i was soooooo nervous when i went to his house. he looked nervous too. pretty sure i was the first girl he ever had oveer. he was really sweet. when i left his house we texted. his dad said to him so youre dating her. and he was all no im not and his dad was like yeah sure. and then the next time i saw him was at our friends surprise party and we sat next to each other. she didnt want us dating. then we went to my house the next day. we kissed that day. i dont remember what he or i wore or what we watched. or whatever else we did. but he shut me down like 7 times and i got exasperated. finally we kissed though. it was his first kiss. then we were at my house again and we smoked me for the first time. then the next time my house again and we got left alone with my sister because my grandfather but his tongue. we smoked again. and then we started dating. we smoked at my house and almost got caught. so we dont smoke at my house anymore. one night we were in the basement listening to Eisley and we fell asleep. we went to home coming together. he bought me a birthday present. we broke up and got back together. we had sex for the first time in december. it was at his house. in the playroom on the couch. it was good. we said i love you. he came to christmas. we spent new years together and got drunk and high. we went to the city together for the weekend. and slept together in his arms. i was in heaven. then it was valentines day he did dinner and i did diessert we got left alone. we showered together it was a lot of fun and really intimate. we've had sex in my bed and in his bed. and now its march. we're in love. and we had plans for the spring and summer. i love him more than anything. he loves me too. its a wonderful time.

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