• I know it's very early for me to be writing now, but I just have something that I need to get out. I just can't believe that all of my friends have been taken away from me. David, Dylan and others. There is this girl, lets just call her Mik, and she is so nice, and so cool and she is very pretty, it's just that that has lead David to liking her, which makes him want to be like her very good friend, and whoever david thnks is a good friend, Dylan this so as well. So David and Dylan are now like, obsessed with Mik, and I am left with nobody to be my good friends. Well, theres always Kyle and Josh, but they never speak to me. Mik is the new S-J. I don't know what kind of music she likes, because thats usually what really really gets David to like them. I am not jealous of her. That is really the only thing that I definiotely don't want any of you to think. It's just that all of my friends, have now moved on, and I miss talking to them. I don't deserve to talk to anybody. I am better off with just being quiet and being by myself. I am a horribleperson, and I'm boring and ugly and every bad thing aobut a person, no wonder they decide not to talk to me anymore. The only way that they would was if I became very good friends with her, but that's not going to happen. I though Middle School would bring me closer with people, but inevitably I was wrong. I just hate that. If I can't be friendly with the people I actually want to be friends with, I might as well not be friendly with anybody. And I don't mind that, I am better off like that. From now on I will sit by myself, and do something, like draw. I love art and drawing and stuff, the only thing is, I am really bad at drawing from my mind. I need a picture or something I can draw from. I am officially friends with nobody I want to be friends with. Everybody else thinks I am annoying. Well they probably do. The thing is, I always say this, I always say that I am going to be sad that day, because befoe school I am sometimes in a sad mood, and then when I get to school I become all hyper, and I hate it. I just want there to be a day when I can just decide on my mood. I just don't even know what to do anymore. There is no point in me even trying anymore.

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