• So I will start off with last ngiht, after I wrote on here. It was so much fun. I had the greatest time ever, and I have noticed that everything I don't expect, happens. I know I have said that before but I have been expecting a lot less so everything is happening to me a lot more. Anyway, the people there were me, Teagan and Kayla. She did invite more people but we were the only ones that ocould come. We had the best conversations, I have always wanted that, just a talk at a nice place with my friends. It was like an hour into the supper and then suddenly, Josh, Johnathan, David and Kyla (not kyle hend.) come and sit with us. They all practically ignored me, but it's okay, I don't really care. Anyway, it was a great night. I decided that I was going to get Teagan a custom made shirt so I asked her whats he wanted on it, and she will tell me once she knows. I also found out that she is getting me something custom made, but she didn't say what. That night and the whole of today, I have been feeling really sad. I don't know why. I think it's because I miss hanging out with my littel group, but that never happens anymore. I miss them. I miss talking to them. Now they all just ignore me and it's all just so depressing. Middle School has done that to us... Oh well, if we were really good friends, we would still be talking with each other, but we obviously aren't. I think I have also been sad because I found out that they are all in a band, and I guess I just want to be in one too. It doesn't matter. What happens happens. I just want good things to happen to me, who doesn't? I am an idiot. I don't deserve anything good happen to me, I have been an idiot in the past and the present and it will most likely happen in the future. I am really disliking myself at the moment. Oh well, at least I have friday to look forward to. (sigh) I think I am just going to keep my depressed-ness to myself. I better just get on with life. Well, I'm off now, even though I have so much more I want to say.

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