• i'm done i've said that before, but this time i mean it or atleast i hope i do i really fucking hope so because i dont know how many more missed calls i can take when you need only the tiniest drop of affection to make you feel completely safe everything inside me sort of melts and sinks when i can't even make you feel anything past tense is an incredible thing she loves makes me feel weightless she loved and thats just it- i can't get the memories out of my head when you call your best friend and he's always busy its probably a sign he wants you to drift away so give him what he wants love from a distance let him hold it inside himself and contaminate it with random sluts and other toxins that's only his half he didn't take yours you still have that love curled up somewhere safe inside your being that you water and care for everyday with tears and thoughts of used to be i bet he doesn't even remember anymore i bet you're the only keeper so what about this, a new resolution your new boyfriend is so wonderful he holds you when you cry he pets your head until you feel better all the things that matt used to do key words: used to as in: no longer as in:completely irrelevant you need a new safe place because yours has been burned down, and it's clearly plain stupid to go sit in a pile of ashes while it's raining and expect to stay dry brian will save you he sees that you are wonderful and beautiful just because matt broke his promise doesn't mean everybody will there have to be some truth tellers amongst all the liars and you're so fucking lucky you know you are he's such a sweet heart everything genuine you wish you could be and yet you fuck it up you cheat, you lie, you flirt but honestly, when i said i really cared today, i swear to god i meant it goodbye matt i can't give you anymore of me without anything in return i love you, and i might forever, but someday when you need it the most when you remember to feel, when you're in my place it just might have been forgotten so for now i'll just give my best shot at happy and you do whatever the fuck it is that makes you so unbroken

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