• Okay so late me start from Friday, which was the night of the U2 concert. So we left at 4:00 because we didn't want tp have to sit in traffic, and we got there very very early, so we just decided to join the fanwalk which was a lot of fun. I did get a shirt which I am wearing right now. It was the most amazing day of my life, it was so awesome. The first two opening bands were so horribly bad, I was just so completely bored, but then U2 came on and everything changed. It was so amazing, the claw was huge and it was so awesome! The lights were great as well and then this hologram type thing like, streched out (it was a screen) and then you could like see Bonno in this really cool way (it's kind of hard to explain). Anyway, we got home at about 12:00 but it was okay. The next morning I woke up so early! But I wasn't woken up by someone, I woke up by myself, it was like 7:00! Anyway mom had taken dad to tthe airport so I just decided to get ready and stuff so I had a shower and all. It was for the barmi. The only girls that were invited were me, Emma, Isabel and Liat but it was pretty cool. Emma finally gave me my photo in front of the wall that looked exactly like the wall on the album cover of Pink Floyd's album The Wall. Anyway, the shul part of the barmi was boring. Brendan and I looked at each otehr, and he did the hand gesture things like he had done once before, and we were both laughing, I thought I had had a ver miniscule crush on him at that moment, but I realised it was nothing. So I went to Isabel afterwards, and then my mom came to fetch me so I went to Kayla, you know, for Moonstruck, and I got changed and all, and then the others started arriving. First Rob Berm. and Max, then Jayson Rawr. then Storme and then David Josh and Dan and Saul. It was pretty fun at Kayla, but when we got there it was a lot more fun. We met up with Chad, other Chad, David Mes., Gina Jessica and most of the WEizmann girls, and then Kayla and I started playing catch with the tennis ball. When suddenly, the ball fell through one of the rocks! It was way too far to reach because we were all too big to fit in there. Saul said that he would only try to get it if I gave him a hug if he succeeded, I agreed to hug him if he succeeded in getting the ball, but he was unable to. Finally I got a stick, but it was just about 2 centimmetres too short to reach for it, then I finally managed to find a very very long one, and I had got it! It was one of the most victorious time of my life, lol. Anyway, night time came and we were all sitting on the beach and stuff, so it was really really windy and I got really really cold and I didn't bring a jersy or anything, so I was wearing shorts and a tank-top, and Dean must have noticed me shivering like crazy, my teeth were chattering so loudly, and he offerd me his jacket. I said no because, well I mean it was cold, he would be just as cold as I was, but he kept offering and offering and I eventually said yes, of course asking him if he was sure before I did. It got me a lot warmer, but after about 10 minutes I thought that it was rude of me, I thought he was cold, so I gave it back to him. I was cold, but I didn't say anything, and I tried not to let my shivering show. One of the things that night that made it so much fun was the fact that they played actual music, they did play one horrible song "I gotta feeling" by the Black Eyed Peas, but the rest was amazing, we were all dancing and stuff. We walked back to Kayla's and we decided that we were goign to watch Grease, The boys, except for Josh, looked completly bored, but Kayla and I were dancing and singing to the songs, it was so much fun. Anyway, so me, STorme and Kayla were now talking to each otehr after everyone had left in our beds, and I found something out that I cannot stop thinking about. So Storme was telling me that a lot of people like me, she said Max did, and I disagreed. Then she said that Deej used to have the biggest crush on me. At the time, that meant absolutely nothing to me, but then we went to sleep, and I had the weirdest dream ever. So it's too long to explain, but I will just start off from when I was crying. I wasn't majorly crying, but there were like two tears running down. So Deej comes up to me, and he says "Are we still on for lunch on Thursday?" and I knew what he was talking about, becasue like, two years ago we had had this conversationg that we were going to have a lunch, just us and noody else, and he had said it won't be a date or anything, but we both knew that it kind of was like a date. Anyway, in the dream we didn't have the lunch because I had been woken up, but I had felt something weird. I wanted to have taht lunch with Deej, just us, and I still do. I don't know what it is, I am just so confused. I am not sure if I like him or not, but this dream thing just keeps coming up in my head and I can't stop thinking sbout it. I also keep remembering the time on Friday after the outing, when I was waiting for my sisters to come out. I was sitting by myself, and he comes and sits with me and we have this small conversation, and he didn't say anything gross or weird! It was a normal conversation, and he was funny! I just don't know anymore. Okay so this is my pkan. If he comes up to me tomorrow and has a nice conversation with me again, like that one, but I must be sitting by myself, then that will prove that I do like him. If he doesn't though, it will meant that I don't like him. I know it's pathetic of me to dot this, but I am just so confused right now, it's the only thing that will solve my problem. Anyway, when I got woken up this morning, I was told that my dad was here, because I had to do the netball tournament at 11:30. So we first went shopping for food and stuff, and then I saw Rachel at the shops, and then I got changed in the car, and then I arrived. The game was so hard! we played 4 quaters, each quarted 10 minutes long, and I played 3 quarters, by the fourth I was way too tired to carry on so I asked Sharon if I got not play the last 10 minutes, and she let me. It was an amazing game, we won by 10, we got 12 and they got 2. We have such a good team now taht we have joined with Weizmann. Anyway, after the game I got home and I just put on my Pyjamas and I just flopped on my bed with my book, The Soloist. I am way behind because I havn't had time to read in the past 3 days. I havn't read much today though, I fell asleep in the middle of the day, adn I have never done that ever since I can remember! I was just so tired, and I just dozed off. Anyway, I don't have anything more to tell, and I am still confused. Maybe you guys can help me if you even bothered to read about my days which is probably just a bore to all of you, maybe you guys can say whether you think I like Deej or not? Anyway, i'm off, so bye!

• I cant really tell u if u like sum1, thats down 2 u. But it sounds like that dream has struck a chord sumwhere. All i can say is just give it time n c wot happens. Dont worry, ur journals arent a bore :)

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