• Well, today wasn't bad, I was really expecting it to be horrible after what had happened last night. It was so messed up last night, I was trying to watch my movie, "Gracie", and my mom flipped out and started shouting at everybody! I have noticed something, my nights with her are usually in this order * Mom get's angry about something, if it's not something it's because she drinks too much at times * She starts shouting at my dad * She starts shouting at us children * She shouts at my dad again * I go to sleep feeling like I want to punch her And that is usually how it works. Last night was crazy though, at this one part she had said to me "You don't like me do you?" so I didn't reply, but I was really saying in my head "Like you? I completely hate you!" and I do, I really really do hate her. Anywho, I remember waking up in the middle of the night last night by hearing my mom and my dad whispering. I heard my mom say "Why am I in this room?" and my dad said "Because you got angry again last night" so my mom says "Why?" and the she sighed. I really do hate her, she has to make my life so much harder. Anyway, school wasn't so bad either, we have a gala tomorrow and I kind of hope it will give me some time to have nice conversations with some of the Weizmann and Constantia boys, I would talk to the girls but I don't think they want anything to do with me. There is only Gen and then some of the Weizmann girls and Liat is also in my house but she will be too busy swimming. You see, we have this thing at school and we have these group type things that we call houses. The names are Samson (that's the house I'm in) and our colour is blue, then there is Maccabi and all the highlands girls except for Liat and I are in that house, thir colour is red, and then there is Gideon and there is I think only one Highlands girl in that house, their colour is green. Anyway, there are some really cool people that could keep me entertained for those few hours. The only thing tomorrow I am really really not looking forward to is our cycle-test tomorrow. It's on afrikaans! AND IT CREATIVE WRITING! How in the hell am I supposed to write creatively in afrikaans?! We don't know the topic yet, but what if I don't understand the topic? How am I supposed to write the 75 words on a topic I don't understand? URGH! I am seriously going to fail taht test! You know what? i don't care if I get a horribly bad mark, I just need to pass, if I pass, then I am compleetly okay with it. Anyway, today I got to stay home all by myself for like an hour today. I was very excited when I heard this because it could give me a chance to see whether I think I am good at singing or not. I'm not the best, but... Well let's just put it this way, I am not as bad as Ron (She is pretty bad, not that bad, but pretty bad). I love it, I love singing to the songs I like, it's an amazing feeling. (sigh) Oh well. There is one thing I completely hate about my Maths lessons, and it's the fact that I sit next to Kayla. I love Kayla, it's just she stares at me because she finishes like a few minutes before me, and she just makes me go so slow, I can't stand it! And then when I'm going slow because she stares at me, she keeps telling me the answer! I just hate how she is so annoying in Maths! It's like, LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY! The girls in my Highlands grade are so annougin! That's why I hang out with the boys. OMG it's so cool! Emma cut her hear so short, like up to her jaw, and it looks so awesome! It really suits her. i hate it when people forget! I keep telling Emma to bring this one photo that she took of me while I was in front of this wall that looked exactly like the wall on the front cover of The Wall (by Pink Floyd) and it was so cool, but she keeps forgetting to bring it and it's so annoying! (sigh) Well, what can I do? (I'm not actually asking you, it's just one of those questions like: Whatta ya gonna do?) Anyway, I am pretty bored now, so I'm gonna go do my homeowrk, tata!

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