Okay so you know how I said that the piece of paper Mev. Pearce was holding said tutorial? You know how I said I was pretty sure it said tutorial even though I had only caught a glimpse of it? Well, I was sadly mistaken. Today in afrikaans, she was holding it in the same position, but this time, it was facing me, and she stood still so it was completely easy for me to read, and you know what it said??? IT SAID "TOILET IF NEEDS"! UURRGGHHH! It's like everybody in the country knows about my... Lady problems. It really doesn't make me feel any less embarresed! I mean, what if someone were to see that! I think every teacher knows about it in the school! I HATE THEM! I had only found this out in lesson 6, so I didn't have much of school left to go, but it had made me feel sad and embarrassed for the rest of the day! When I read that, my heart completely dropped and I felt like I was going to burst in tears! Today just hasn't been my day. (sigh) I just hope tomorrow is much better.
I havn't been having any luck with the three J's. I was just talking to Jared, and I had to say hello first! I think I was being irrutating because he usually says hello to me first, so he obviously didn't want to talk to me, and then he logged off with out even saying goodbye, but oh well, I guess I'm just back to the begining. Hmm, maybe I will get to have a nice conversation with someone at Dylans barmi... Yeah right! He's not having a disco so I highly doubt that is going to happen. I just want to have a nice, meaningful conversation that brings me closer to one of my friends, preferably with one of the three J's, but it doesn't need to be, it can be with anybody really, just a conversation that makes us better friends than we were before. I doubt it will happen, but there's no harm in hoping.
So I watched this movie today called "The Rocker". I quite liked it, and it really reminded me of the offer to be in the band. I think they think that I don't want to be in it beccause I havn't said anything about it, but I don't know what to say, if they really wanted me to be in it then they would ask again! And if they would just ask again, I would say yes! I do want to be in their band, but I just don't want to go up to them and say it, I don't know why, but I don't want to. (sigh)! I even discussed it with my mom! MY MOM! And she said it was a good idea. (sigh) Oh well, if they want me to be in their band, then they better ask again, and I really really hope they do! :(
URGH! Adam keeps trying to talk to me! I didn't ignore him the one time, I think it was ysterday actually, you know, becasue I didn't want him to think I was ignoring him, but he is just so annoying! The only good thing about today was the fact that Mrs. Cook didn't say my fringe was too long! (sigh) Well, I think I am just going to go now, so bye.
URGH!.... 9 February 2011 7:04 PM
- February 09, 2011
- SJb123
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