• I'm losing it. I seriously am starting to become afraid. I'm doing alright hiding it, but my mind is slowly breaking down. I have trouble forcing myself to eat..I'm so tired of crying myself to sleep, especially when I only sleep about half an hour before I wake up to my thoughts of her again. I know I'm being irrational, pathetic, and unreasonable... But I need her so bad. I can't convey how lost I am without her... I am nothing, and no one is there to make me whole again. I'm so afraid she'll fall in love with him; that though she says she'll always love me, she'll find everything she needs in him; that he will be everything I wasn't and she will never desire to be with me again. I know, I need to be strong, move along... but it isn't that simple. I don't want to move along. I don't want to "get over her" because I know that she is my true love, my perfection... but I'm not her true love, her perfect match. God, when will this torment subside? I'm afraid for how long I can last like this. I promised my life would be in no danger, but how long without her can I keep that promise?

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