so i have both good news and bad news, i am headed towards remission, one more treatment and i should be cancer free, my hair has started growing back, and everything is looking up in the department. on the bad side, im feeling weaker and weaker, i want to cut alot, i havent done it yet, but maybe i need to increase my dosage of prozac or something, every second minute that goes by im thinking about cutting, or drinking or cutting and drinking. its fucking horrible, i thought i was getting better i cant slip now, i cant be that bad not now, not just before starting something new, something that could make me happy forever.
when the blood dries in my veins, and my heart feels no more pain, i know i'll be on my way to heaven's door
- January 30, 2011
- preparedforwar
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