Why does she get such a great song? Why does she get it when she does not deserve it at all? I hate Emily. She always acts like she is such a grown up and she always thinks that she is wiser and more helpful than Ruth and I, she even tried to tell me something about music yesterday as if she knew more than I did. She doesn't know anything, and then she gets this amazing song. See Emily Play by Pink Floyd, why does she get such a nice song? She does not deserve, and the horrible thing is that I so badly want to use it for her birthday. Well, I have always loved giving people presents, I could never give them only one, it had to be at least two, I think one time I went up to about 5 things. I just don't see why everything good happens to her or has happened to her. She has these really awesome bags, one with the Rolling Stones on it and anotehr with The Beatles on it. Why? She just interfears with everything, and she is just so... Urggh! I just can't stand her.
Let's just put Emily aside, I don't want to think about her anymore. It's only a month until my birthday! Yay! I don't know why I am so excited, I have never been this excited so many days before my birthday, in fact, it usually takes me two days before to actually get me to be excited. I don't know what it is about this upcoming birthday, I just have a feeling it's going to be really special. I was thinking today about the time I said " I don't have anybody to play guitar with " and then Emma said "Well I'll learn to play guitar and then we can play together!" I seriously liked that idea, anyway, today I was thinking how cool iot would be if Emma learned to play guitar and then we could join bands with Dyland and David and whoever else was in their band. I could be the singer! I know that sounds seriously selfish, but I don't see anybody else who likes the same music as us and, well, I've never actually heard Emma sing, so I guess it is pretty stupid of me to assume like that, but I'm always having these fantasies about how great it would be to sing the amazing songs such as Don't let me down and Another brick in the wall and Doolin-Dalton and War and all the great songs that they love too. I don't have to play guitar in all of the songs, but the ones I know really well.
It's stupid of me to think like that though, I just have to face the fact that I don't have a good voice and it is most likely to never happen. Anyway, moving on to reality, my eye was itchy today so I scratched it and two eyelashes were on my hand, I made a wish on both of them. I wished that I would get more than one Valentinse card on Valentinse day. I don't think that's going to happen either, I mean, what I have expirienced so far in the Middle School, is that nobody actually likes me. Oh well, a girl can dream. Well, I think I really better go to bed now, it's school tomorrow and I don't want to be too tired. Speaking of school I might have to wear a skort tomorrow because my mom can't find my pants, which really sucks, I seriously don't want to wear a skort. Oh well, I just can't get a break these days. (sigh) well, good night.
Why?... 23 January 2011 10:15 PM
- January 23, 2011
- SJb123
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