• I am freaking out, my stomach has butterflies and I keep shaking! I am just so nervous for tomorrow, I did find out that we are hardly doing any work for the first day and I don't need to bring my folders and my books and stuff, just my school diary and my stationary and stuff like that. It's pretty early now but it would be best if I went to bed early. I just can't get over that I'm going to be in a new enviroment tomorrow! It's all just so... New. I don't know, it's just going to be weird. Today I went to get my passport photo taken, I'm not going anywhere, but I need it for school. I also went and got some new folders. Anyway, we had a nice lunch today, we went to Primi Piatti and I had the usual. My mom couldn't get me another drink though, not sure why. I was thinking today, and I realized, I am seriously not good at guitar. I only know like 20 good songs, and I keep playing them over and over again. I need more expierience, there are people in my grade that are much better than me, and they keep learning new things, and I just sit there playing the same old stuff I always play. I sure do love my music, and I absolutely love playing guitar, but what's the point in loving something that never changes? That sounds stupid, but really, I just love it si much. I love music more than I love my own mother, I know that sounds bad, but it's true. I don't think I'm going to be writing on here much when school starts, I don't know, unless something out of the ordinary happens, I'll definietly keep coming on to look at other people's journals though. They are never interesting, they are always aobut people who are depressed and they always write thinkg that make absolutely no sense. I just don't get why mine is so much different to theirs, well, I guess it's because I'm younger so I probably just don't know when to shut up. Anywho, I think I am going to go to bed now. Wish me luck for tomorrow! PLEASE! bye :)

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