• i am now the girl with a a window tattoo on the back of her neck, all art and colors i am someone you would stare at waiting in line and maybe wonder if i was interesting it's funny how easy it is to change the outside pretend you are bold and defiant wear black and combat boots to show you don't care but now matter how dark you make your eyeliner when you get around those who know you you remember that inside you're still weak and scared Miami girls are all so beautiful i step out into the real world, and i see it all around me the heels, the skinny jeans, the low cut tanks straight hair,lip gloss it's really just an ideal you don't have to have the right features it just has to be close enough to the model so that you disappear but me, with my window tattoo and my long hippie skirts i stick out like a sore thumb check out that chick, all my guy friends will say definitely fuckable and i'll turn my head and see another plastic copy and pretend i wish it was me rocking those heels pushing to the front of every line making boys heads turn to stare i could probably assimilate if i wanted to i am pretty in a typical way i could dress and wear my hair the same as everyone else i could be a bitch, loud and out there but at the same time, i think part of the reason i don't is the fear that i may fail and if i gave up everything to be a miami girl and somehow i still didn't cut it i really don't know what i could do with the leftovers so for now i guess i'll stick to me even though it's hard being quiet and invisible when everything on the outside screams that you are interesting

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