• So Mark, I really like him, and it sucks. Goes back to school today. I am all upset about it, not like it really makes a difference. When he was at home I didn't see him either. But I don't mind that so much because we text everyday and he calls me and we skype all the time. But I am afraid that he will leave for college, meet some girl and never talk to me anymore. I don't want that to happen, not ever. I like him so much, and he knows that. The other day, I was skyping with him, and I think I told him that I love him. He thinks I was joking, which is good because love is too much right now. But I think I do, I think I do love him. I haven't been in love in so long that I can't decide if I really am or not. We talk aboout marriage, and having kids. We talk about where we want to live when we are both out of college. We talk about how we don't want each other to be with anyone else, and we won't be. He is my ideal everything. Thinks I am beautiful, smart, easy to talk to and doesn't get annoyed by all the texting we do. He is cute and funny, smart and motivated. He is the opposite of every guy that I have been with before, and I need that, I want that. I am trying to get him to come here after he gets out of school. He said he would try. I really hope he can. Or he can go to Florida when I go for school, and that'd be awesome :) I wish he went to school in MA or NH cause it's so close to me. Texas is just way too far away. He is really important to me, and I would take it really hard if we ever stopped talking. I know that its sort of inevitable that we won't talk forever. He is a junior in college in Texas, and I am a senior in high school in Massachusetts. Goddamn him for moving to Texas for school. He said he would move to New England again when he graduates. He is an accounting major, but wants to work with the FBI. If he moved to New England I would be so happy, considering I am going to college in 6 months, in Rhode Island. We are texting right now, have been for the past hour or so. Last night we talked until 3am. Whenever we don't talk I miss him. Whenever I see his name pop up on my phone I get butterflies in my stomach and my heart starts racing. I don't know what this boy has done to me, but I like it. :)

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