• Well, it's pretty early in the morning, but oh well, I guess my sleeping times for school isn't really working out for me. I figures it's all going to be okay after all, I have stopped worrying so much about it, beside everyone else is going to have to go through the same things I am, so they probably have just as much problems as I do, in fact, they probably have a lot more problems than I do. I always thought of myself as the girl with the most problems in my life, with the poverty, the parents fighting every night, the people telling me I'm pretty stupid and the being uglier than most of the girls, but I have realized that if I look at Isabel, she has do deal with school, poverty, her dad is really sick and she can't really afford the meds, and she has relationship problems, and then theres Liat, who has school, poverty, her dad is dead, she has been through so much trauma and she has a pretty tight schedule. Now that I think about it, there is so much poverty going on in the world, I just can't stand it. Speaking of Liat, she cam to me today (I know it's actually yesterday, but just bear with me okay?) anyway, she came to me today and I just had the worst time. Well, it wasn't THAT bad, but I didn't exactly enjoy it. It was pretty boring, we didn't do much. I found out yesterday that she has her period, shame, I don't see why she would want to be at my house while having her period, I wouldn't want to be NEAR anyone. Anyway, today was just incredibly boring. I didn't wake up as late as I had hoped to, but that's okay, we can't have everything that we want. Before we went to go fetch Liat my dad and I went to Canal Walk and I got a new Archie Comic, I sure do love my Archoe comics. A perfect day to me would be reading an Archoe comic when I wake up with music playing and it's cloudy and raining outside. I love those type of days, well, only when it's like a weekend or something. I was seriously hyper tonight while I was talking to Dylan and Storme and Erin. I don't know why though... It may have had something to do with that packet of sweets I ate, but probably not. Anyway, I was listening to this really amazing song and I think it could be my favourite one. It's called War by The Temptations. I just love it so much, it's got one of the greatest beats ever and it has such a great meaning and it gives out such a good message. You know how I was saying that it was by the Jam and how they sang it all horribly? Well, I found out that it's not by the Jam and the other artists who sang it sing it brilliantly, just like it was in Gullivers Travels, and I just love that song to bits! It was really funny though, because I'm pretty funny when I'm hyper and on the computer. If you don't believe me, ask my friends who have witnessed it (not taht you would). Anyway, I really think the song had something to do with me being hyper, it happens to me all the time when I hear a song that I love, I just get, excited I guess, and the excitedness leads to being hyper. I watched The Soloist again this morning, but this time I watched it with Emily and Ruth. They didn't want to watch it at all but they weren't watching anything on TV yet they were sitting there playing on the computer, so they didn't have much of a choice. Anyway, when I paused it to get something to drink to go with my amazing breakfast (fried eggs, toast and maken) Emily started saying that she really liked the movie. I don't think she understood it much in the beginning, but I think she got around to it. I sure do love that movie, I'm not sure if it's true or not though, I'll look it up on Google tomorrow. Adam has just been so flipping annoying with me, he keeps phoning me and smsing me, and I don't answer or reply back, but he still keeps trying. Well, he was for two days, I think he finally got the picture and he stopped trying, He is just so annoying, I know it sounds horrible of me, but Ijust wish he would stop bothering me. He smsed me to say how much he liked me and if I feel the same way about him, I don't know why he would even think that I felt the same way about him, I completely hate him! I just hope he's not in my class this year, I also hope he doesn't annoy me at Aaron Shers barmitzvah, if he does, I just don't know what I'm going to do. I still don't know what I'm wearing to the barmi, I guess I don't have to wear a dress, I completely hate wearing dresses, but it's just in respect for the barmi/batti girl/boy. I don't see why I need to be respectful when they don't even care, why would they care what I am wearing? I am kind of stupid thinking that anyone would notice anyway, believe me, it's not like I am the life of the party. Anywho, I think I better go to bed *checks time* WOW, my parents are gonna be pissed, anywho, bye :)

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