• 7:28 Hello hello. Had a real shitty night last night. I didnt get 2 bed till gone 9am, i was fidgetting around 2-ish n i cudnt stop itching. I was havin one of my allergic reactions n my face swelled up. I was in sum pain for the next two-n-a-half hours. I eventually got back to bed at about half four-ish and got about 35 minutes sleep b4 i got up at half 7; maaaaaad. I've had absolutely no clue wot time of day or night it's been, i feel bloody awful n exhausted. To top it all there was anuva shoutin match today. Thats all its been for the last few days. Granny just wont listen and it gets mum set off and thats it: fireworks. Its hard watching the only two people that've brought u up self-destruct but i'm used to it. God knows how many times mum's ended up in hospital and then Nan followed suit because she just wudn't listen n just threw it all back in our faces. I'm suffering coz i have to take care of everyfin, n have bn tryin to since the age of 11, n i have to look after everyone whilst tryin to be the only healthy 'adult'. Its hard but i have 2 deal wiv it. I'd get mor off my chest but everyone's got lives to lead lol I'm getting better at Wheel Of Fortune :D Next week we'll b up 2 to see Chris in Oxford Street. Haven't seen him 4 wot feels like aaaaages :). I just luv giving him big hugs, he's so huggable lol. Then we'll visit Mark in HMV, he's lovely too :) we dont really shop we just see people. We also took care of the policemen n women and their horses when they wer round our area once n they all know us so we'll probably go up b see them too lol God, its 7:30 n i'm raring to go; weakly lol. I hav no idea wot time i'll b sleepin today. Just listening to sum Imogen Heap :) i'm not actually excited over the Premier League this weekend. It dont really bother me. Obviously i hope we win 2moro but i'm still not interested lol I havent really had the chance to write anyfin since the last attempt but i'll try my hardest when i get up; surely i must find something to write..... HA HA HA. Anyways my lovelies i must go. But dont fear! i'll b back tomorrow Yaaaayyy !! Take care everyone xxx

• No Comments

Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.

Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!