• Still feeling miserable. Wish the doctors was open today. Dont want to wait another day. Woke up and my body was aching. I find myself looking at symptoms to all these different diseases, mono, bronchitis, and pnemonia. I've have been told that's what I probably have. I came home yesterday. at 9. I ate some breakfast then passed out im my bed til 5. Woke up, was away tile 8:30 and passed out again. Woke up at 9 in terrible pain from my ear infection, and not being able to breathe, it actually hurts to breathe. I want to go back to sleep to be honest. When I sleep I can't feel my ear or my body. It's the best time. I want to watch a movie too, but every movie in my house has been watched. I don't have cable in my room so my tv doesn't work, and I am not allowed to leave my room because my moms loser boyfriend has me confined in here. Fuck that. When they all leave, I'll make it my mission to wake up and go down stairs and cough all over the couch and Phil's stuff. Then he will be the one complaining and I can say to him what he says to me "ew get away. go back to your house and stay in your room and stop being a baby." Ontop of that, I am home doing nothing this weekend, by choice, since I can't even stand up. Mark went to California. He said we would text and he would call, but funny, he got their Friday and I have heard from him via text maybe 3 times. Whenever I text him he really doesn't answer. Says he doesnt have service, which is all good, but it aggrivated me. I am kinda mad about it. Like what if I was really sick and ended up in the hospital? He wouldn't even make an effort to see if I was alright, to just text me. Thats all it takes, 30 seconds out of his life to shoot me a text seeing if I am alright. But no, of course not. I'm on my own, and it's alright, I'm used to it.

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