• Well otsay was long, but it sure wasn't as boring as it normally is. I woke up at 10 this morning, which was really nice, I really need to wake up late in the morning if I'm going to be happy for the rest of the day. Isabel and I are talking on the computer a lot, I even found out from her that people call Ian Somerhalder Ian Smolderhotter, he is hot though, freakishly hot. He is 32, and he looks so young! I really can't wait for Vampire Diaries to start again, it will just make my days from school so much bette. We were actually talking about school today, and I started worrying again about where to wait for my mom to come and fetch me, that is why I want Ruth to come and wait with me, so we all end up happy, Ruth wlaks down with Zoe and waits with her for me, and we walk down together so mom can come fetch us, it's really a win win. But my mom said that she is probably going to fetch Ruth for the first few days, which completely ruins my plans and gets me to start being nervous all over again. I just hate how new it's going to be, I don't want to be one of those people who really struggle at school. What really worries me the most is that I might not be in the same class as my friends, what if I'm in a class with only weitzman girls and a bunch of other boys I don't even know? I know my friends and I would definitely drift further away, maybe not completely, but we definitely won't be as close. I hope I'm in a class with Isabel, she would make everything so much more easier for me. Today we went to get lunch which felt like such a long time, even though we were actually supposed to go see a movie (that was pretty much the disappointment). I watched a fricken amazing movie today, I think it has become one of my favourite movies. It's called "The Soloist" and it is just such a good movie, it's a little bit like August Rush, only it's rated 16. I just loved it, and I actually rarely love a lot of movies, and it even has a huge part to do with music. I just love it so much, so now if I had to pick 3 of my favourite movies, it would be Pink Floyd The Wall, The Soloist and August Rush (doesn't have to be in that order) I just love those movies so much, they make me want to cry just hearing about them. Those are the type of movies that inspire you to dedicate more of your time to music, and to really see what is going on in this world around us... poverty, racism, illness and drugs and all that, it just makes me so sad to see people like that.Well, it really was an amazing movie. Anyway, David phoned me again today, but this time only once. I guess I'm actually lucky we didn't go see the movie, if we had, I would have had to wait until Monday to see The Soloist. Anyway, tonight my sisters and I were just chilling and listenign to music, we first listened to their Glee CD and then we listened to my CD, it was pretty cool. I like it when we don't watch TV or anything and we just sit around listening to music, especially when Ruth is hyper, she is so funny. What I really hated about today was the fact that Emily was playing my guitar, I couldn't even watch her I got so angry, I was practically breaking all of the things in my room, I never knew that my guitar was that important to me, but it is and she needs to respect that. I was just so angry I was litterally shaking, oh well, I just need to say no the next time. Well I am pretty tired right now so I'm going to head off to bed, good morning (it's like 12 now).

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