I find it weird how my days can be so boring, yet I always have soething to talk about on this journal thing. I'm not a huge fan of journals, I've never been the type of girl who writes in a journal about her feelings and crap, I'm just a 12 year old girl who loves her music, not the boy crushing girly girl type, in fact, I am the complete opposite. I am actually a tomboy, I've been one ever since 3 years ago, I just can't stand all that girly crap. I like to skateboard, and I love to play sports, I would much rather hand out with guys than girls, I eat like a complete and utter pig and I can't stand wearing a dress, even if I do occasionally say that some guy is hot. I'm the type of person who can't trus anybody with her secrets. I have never told anybody, not even my closest friends any of my secrets, well, I have once before, but I don't anymore, I have found out that I can't trus any of my so called girl friends. Not Teagan, not Isabel, and I am not proud to say that I did and one point trust Sidne, but that, as always, was a huge mistake. I knew I could trust Emma, so she has heard a secret or two of mine, and I was relieved to know that she was going through the same thing, but she is just not the same person she was back then, she changed so much at camp, I don't even like her much anymore. Now I just hang out with the guys, well, when I say guys I mean Dylan, David, sometimes Kyle, Josh, and some otehrs, but they are just so funny and so much fun to be around. I havn't spent a lot of time with Teagan at all, I bet they all hate me. I think that all of the girls in my class completely hate me, and why shouldn't they? I have been spending time with other people, I have been sarcastic with them (well, I'm naturally sarcastic), I don't share my secrets with them, they are just probably not used to it. I don't want them to hate me, I just have a lot more things in common with the boys, and I do like to hang out with them and stuff, it's just... I don't know, they don't get me. I always have something to talk about with the boys, but when I'm with the girls I don't have as much to say, I usually just sit there listening to them talk with each other. I mostly have to listen to Sidne trash-talk abo ut Kayla, I mean, how could someone be stupid enough to talk aobut the persons first cousin horribly in front of them? I seriously hate Sidne. I just havn't been having the best past few days. I woke up at 8:59 this morning, do you know what that means??? I am waking up in the 8's, that is NEVER good! Call me crazy but that is just the way I think, I can't believe I woke up so early this morning, I just hate it! Then my mom had to deal with my hair, stupid lice, why does all this stuff have to happen to me? I have seriously become obsessed with the movie "Pink Floyd The Wall" I am always talking about it, and I am always talking about the songs in it, and I even made a joke tonight that had to do with it (my dad was laughing his head off, it really wasn't that funny, I wasn't expecting anybody to laugh) You see, my dad said "I don't eat red meat" so I said "If you don't eat your meat, you can't have any pudding" (You would understand if you have seen the movie). Speaking of my dad, he came back from the doctor today who gave him an injection for his foot. Shame, he said it was really hurting him. I got told that I have to wake up before 10:30 tomorrow morning because we are going ice-skating, whoop-di-doo. It's not that I don't enjoy ice-skating, it's just... I don't know, I'm just not looking forward to it. I was watching "How I Met Your Mother" today (Wow I watch way too much TV) anyway, the one character named Barney, who is the one who always sleeps around with women, was in love with Robyn, who is the one.. well she is just one of the circle of friends, anyway, they are so perfect for each other! Of course he hasn't said anything to her, and I really think he should. That probably made me sound like those people who never get out... Eh who cares, it's not like I know any of you people. Anyway, I just really hope that I wake up at at least 9:30 tomorrow morning, I am seriously going to be depressed tomorrow if I wake up earlier than 9:15. I was trying to do something on my account on this website, but I just son't know who to do it, it's so confusing and weird, well, it doesn't really matter. The reason my previous journals were so short is because those nights I kept hearing these noises that scared me to death, and then last night I was looking at the computer and I saw something move next to me, which freaked me out, but not tonight, maybe it's because my dad is awake. I don't know, anyway, I am going to go to bed now, even though I have lots more to say, so bye
Can these days get any more boring?... 5th January 2011
- January 05, 2011
- SJb123
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