• what is it exactly i am trying to accomplish? if i sleep 12 hours a night, stop listening to music stop writing, stop thinking, stop being me in any way at all who is contained inside the shell i leave to sit and watch tv how many movies must you witness before your own experience is pointless they are actors we can't forget that in real life, they are probably also bored also fearful also lost but the roles, the stories, they seem so promising i want to escape my own life and fall into a drama why should i move? what will make me? i want an awakening, like cold ice water being poured down my spine i want meaning force fed down my throat i don't know if im lazy or scared, but there is nothing in me that wishes to try i don't believe i am better than this i don't know what i think about life in general does anyone have any good philosophies? please please comment i'm dying to know how to not waste my time

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