• 2am, phone rings. I can't handle it. Not anymore. Not at all. Up til 5am balling my eyes out. Talked to Alex, not like he was a help, and Mark stayed on the phone with me while I cried til I was able to fall asleep. At Denny's when the ball dropped. With Olivia. This was hands down the worst New Years Eve of my life. I'm too old for this. Did this enough for a lifetime. Bright side- Mark was just perfect last night. I wish he was with me though. Me and him talk about getting married, as a joke I think. But I'll be honest, I wouldn't mind. I like him so much. I look at no other guys, haven't in months. He is a senior in college, so I told him to move to Rhode Island when he gets a job, and be with me since I am going to the University of Rhode Island :) I'd give anything to be with this guy. I am planning on taking a trip out to Texas when I graduate in June, so that I can see him. Tickets are 300 dollars though which is way too much for me. So I have to figure something out, and make up an excuse for my mom to let me go. Waiting for Becca to come home today so that we can go out and do something, since she has been away all vacation. Where were you when all my walls came falling down?

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