• I woke up really early this morning by the need of having to go to the bathroom, but it was okay because I went straight back to sleep when I climbed back in bed and woke up nice and late once again. I started watching this scary movie today so I decided to stop and I got dressed because we were going to the aquarium. It was completely boring, but I did get to wear my awesome Jimi Hendrix shirt, and I did get to go to Musica, which was really awesome as well. I have just been chilling the whole day, and I watched another movie, The Princess and the Frog. For an animated movie, it's quite sweet. I finally finished my story on Pirates of the Crrabean. It's really not good, but I wrote about it so intensly because I have realised that is exactly what is happening to me. I don't know who I like yet, but lately I have been fantasising about someone I really like coming up to be and just kissing me. Of course this is in school, well, after school when nobody else is around, and it's just me there, and this person comes up to me and kisses me, of course it won't just be random for the person to do this, well, it would be but it would be because... well, maybe we had a bit of a fight that day, or maybe we were talking and he was talking about the person he likes and I wouldn't know who it was and then he kisses me, or something like that. But I don't want this kiss to be in grade 7, well, it can be as long as it's in the fourth term or something. The thing that bothers me about this whole kissing this, is that I don't know who the person is. I don't really like anybody at the moment, so I keep picturing this boy as many different people. It frustrates me so much! Well, I guess theres nothing I can really do about it. I'm really worrying about Grade 7, but like, seriously worrying. I don't want to move houses, I like staying here, it's so much nicer then any of the other places I have lived in after the Milnerton house. I really really really want to move to Parklands, it would make me so much happier, but what does my happiness mean to anyone? My sisters birthday is coming up, Ruth. The only thing that bothers me is that I have to go to Aaron Shers barmitzvah at the shul service on that day. At least Isabel will be there, we can have one of our great friendship talks, I'm sure it will be fun. I feel sorry for Ruth though, she has to spend her birthday there. I asked on Fanpop why I would take my dad's photo and put it in my room, and I got a reply that I think was quite true, because it gave me some type of connection with him, and I sure do love my dad. Well It's not officially morning (it;s like 12 now) so I'm off to bed.

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