• Friday, Dec 10th 2010. 1:41am-2:07am. The subject line for this entry may seem odd so I will elaborate slightly and more will come to light as the entry goes on.A few days ago I meet up with an ex girlfriend of mine, not only an ex, but in most ways my first love and first girlfriend. We have dated twice, with a few months break in between if memory serves me well.Since the ending of our second relationship we have both gone very different ways then when we dated. Our relationships seemed to be destined to fail from the start, there were too many conflicts, not just between the two of us, but with many other things. There was a few years age difference between us, her being old, and my strict mother wasn't very fond of us dating, which lead to being problematic for us to have a relationship. Now back to the recent present. We meet up for lunch and then came back to my house two watch a movie, and we ended up kissing. But things were different then I expected. She brings out a side of me I haven't seen in years, in a way I find next to impossible to explain. She says its a challenge for me, considering that we never took to the physical side of love, but honestly it isn't. Given some back history, I wont go into, I can see were she may think so. But that's not it, their was a familiarity to it all, in a way that I loved. At times I would lay there with her in my arms and I could honestly say that I was truly happy with things. I would stop kissing her, just so that I could look into her eyes and see my own tiny reflection in her pupils. She would bring out a charming, romantic side of me that Ive always known I had, but never could bring out in such an honest form. I honestly hated for her to leave, would of much rather the two of us fall asleep wrapped in each others embrace, but that's what dreams are for. haha. We talked on the phone the night before we met and she has lingered in my head from then till now, and I'm certain she will for more days to come. There is just something about her that captives me in ways I can't express and for reasons I don't understand, But I love it. So dear here's to you, some of this you know, and some you may never. But for now I just wish that you are sleeping peacefully and happy. Oh and I always think of you on 11:11.

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