• I can't think of a reason to stop, so i just keep going hours and hours, sitting in the chair staring lives that aren't mine, aren't real i want to know what happens next i want to be preoccupied what i need is someone to shake me by the shoulders and tell me I'm better than this tell me that i should get off my ass and stop wasting time but nobody does and i am in a trance, trapped, alone i could switch activities, but i don't see the point no matter how i spend these hours, everything is equally useless i can either see the world as incredible or ordinary there is no in between my precious moments come either on drugs or in dreams reality is jaded i am a girl in too tight jeans supposedly having the time of her life i wanted to be here i wanted to be present, alive who am i? who is anyone? can people who think really feel complete? i just don't understand how you can recognize the failures and weaknesses of the human condition and still find a way to give your life meaning i want something that words can't describe give me sensation, make me whole or elusive care or not care i need absolute truths, colored in moments television life lie everyone is so isolated consciousness is a curse i don't wish i was dead, but i do wish living didn't take so much energy it's the simple things that get me homework, shower, make the bed all i can seem to do is sit and sometimes even that gets too overwhelming

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