you said you'd check on my song comments over this week while you're away. know you phone's off for break but you need to call me right now. i blew it and want your advice. remember Mariel? saw her yesterday AM and she's still the one. the chemistry's through the roof. saw her after her family dinner at her apt. Immediately, we were back to our first dating days..couldn't keep our hands off eachother. When things became heavy though, her mind created problems...lots of questions about the past pain (when i dropped her and all that). I didn't realize the depth of insecurity i had created between us by past decisions. There were so many...i was only 17 and didn't know shit. i know by the way she spoke..and she was crying too..that it was serious. we talked for a few hours and i felt as if I'd ruined her life. i had been so critical back then, but didn't think it had been to the level she described. i think she's terrified of letting go...she let go for those few minutes and i know she feels it too. john, she really is the one. i knew it the instant i saw her for coffee yesterday. none of the desire's changed. i never feel so alive as when we kiss...it's different with her. i want us to be one but how do i convince her? also, she mentioned this guy from her agency...she said they're not serious yet, nothing's happened, but she has a third date with him Sunday. i need you now. i told her I'd canceled the family dinner plans to fly out and see her, and that i would stay at my motel. we ended the visit confused, kissing softly, sadly. help.
john, read this now.
- November 26, 2010
- rhcpdmblover
- 1 Comment
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