self analysis

  • my psych major college bro john suggested i join this because i'm our music monster. or so i thought. he's pretty clever (he's on his masters now, ahead of me by 2). i now realize it was because i needed to confront issues in my love life. i broke up a serious relationship (#4)last week. just wasn't feeling it. I reread what I've been writing and realize why. I just called my first ex from 4 years ago (kept in touch occasionally but not much). I'm flying to San Diego where she's at...we're going to meet tomorrow for awhile(seems she is still interested after all these years). can't believe this is happening. can first love be real enough over all this time? i dc anymore. i'll find out.
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  • I saw that the latest Journal was yours so i clicked on it and read it... good luck with all my heart!

    ItAnnotateon November 26, 2010   Link

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