• Things are etting difficult. I applied to all of these colleges and I am getting nervous waiting for a responce. Me and Alex broke up in January, and yes, I believe I am over him. Yes, I miss him and how we used to be but I don't wish that we were together again anymore. After Alex I was seeing Drew for 3 or 4 months, but we weren't in a relationship. Anthony and I were only dating for a really short time and to be honest, it didn't mean anything. I guess what I am saying is, I hate being single. I want to have a boyfriend. Somebody who will be there for me and support me. I don't know what it is but apparently that just can't happen for me. I am texting my friend Mark and he wants to sleep with me, like every other guy. I don't mean anything to him. I just want to mean something to somebody. I really don't have a good self esteem, and the fact that I really don't mean shit to anybody doesn't help. I just wish I could have somebody there for me, who likes me as a person and not just another sex object.

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