orange powder, lick it up
palm of hands, water bottles
swallowing time in little beads
swallowing the cure to lack of conformity
time passes by in terms of pages
chapter hours, neat blocked off units
i am:that much smarter
that much more prepared
that much more filled with something i never wanted inside
last night was better
he was here, in my room
somebody working in the orbit
somebody to lend a little warmth
sleepless nights
who needs dreams when you actually like your life for a change?
get on that level, scrape beneath skin and bones
talk about the nevers and maybes
ask the unanswerable
throw your brilliance and resillance around
like it is a sword of the finest armor
already, i feel better
i do i feel better
time passes faster in a good way
and i am somebodys plaything
i wish he was here right now
aloneness seems like a long time ago
who says a week is always the same amount of time?
the way you spend your conscious hours absolutely changes everything
i talked to matt today and i didn't need it
cruel words and tone
i am no longer so desperate
i dont want your charity
i want hope of something good
i have that now
i really do
best night in a while
hold it in my chest and sing til the room spins around
i am becoming somebody i believe in
and as it turns out, you're only another observer
i stall before I start
- November 16, 2010
- ideaofcrying
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