• So recently I discovered that I am currently 7-8 weeks pregnant. I haven't been able to get to a doctor because of the fact that i have no insurance. I have no money. I've missed to periods but I haven't gotten a test. Me and my fiance' are currently attempting to find jobs. (That isn't going very well for me since i'm only 15 years old.) But whatever works i'll have no choice to do right? I'm trying to get a job at aresturant or pizza place considering your able to make good tips if you give good service. (which I will. My whole life i've been helping out at my friends' parents' resturant) So i'm pretty confident i'll get a job somewhere. I've also been babysitting a nine month old baby girl we call maddy. She's just the cutest little thing.i hope my baby turns out just as cute or cuter than her :] I'm reall excited even though once my mom finds out she'll probably kick me out. Which means me and my fiance' need to go find an apartment for us to go. I won't be dropping out of school. And I won't be ending my dreams to become a psycologist and hopefully a well known photographer. I know I know those things don't go hand in hand. But I love them both. They strike my intrests all to well. I'll probably do online high school for awhile until I can either graduate or find someone I can trust to babysit for me (this won't be my fiance's mom. She's such a bitch to me and her daughter as well. I'm not gonna risk it.) So I guess you can say i'm trying to plan everything I can out before my bundle of joy gets here. I can't wait to find out the gender. And when my due date is. I', assuming it will be sometime in june or july. I'm so excited. Well....i'm ending this journal entry. Maybe i'll write you all again soon.

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