• Tonight I went with the school to an indoor ski-place and halfway through it I ended up going to get changed after falling. I told everybody I got dis-orientated and crashed into the wall but actually that was mostly a lie, I crashed into the wall yes and slid down a bit but it wasn't disorientation that made me crash, I crashed because I was crying my eyes out whilst skiing and could hardly see. For the past few weeks I've wanted to cry a bundle of times but I could never actually cry and then it happened at the most unreasonable time. I cried about all the crap people had said to me and how paranoid i am/was. So I was meant to turn and I slid the wrong way and Bam! right into the wall, skis were still pointing down hill, kept sliding and then the hill got a bit flatter and I stopped. I told one of the teachers there with us that I didnt feel too great and she took me into the wee ski/board-collection-place and gave me some skittles (nom nom nom), she told me I had been skiing brilliantly (was that me?) it made me feel better. So I will go back next week and try again and try not to cry. Plus I aint wastin' £85. WannabePunkEmoKid oh yeh and I found this in one of my school books: 'We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars'-Oscar Wilde Just now I am looking at the stars.

• I was reading your journal (randomly, I just clicked on newest entry) and you seem cool.

  EmiMari1984on November 04, 2010   Link

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