i am the dog that has been kicked too many times. i am the dog that cries when you leave. i am the dog that everyone tricks.
my heart pumps liquid fire, and all i can do is wince.
people say, "what a beautiful mutt! what a gorgeous stray!" but they never take me in. i am always staring sadly into the warmly-lit houses when it rains.
it is true that you never kicked me- oh, no, you neglect me. you disappear so easily. oh, how i howl when you're gone. and when you come back, you sigh (like falling rain) and chastise me for being so weak.
but how could i not be weak with bruised ribs and a singed heart?
i look up at the stars, and i look up for you. your silence- it breaks me. i thought you were going to save me. you said you would and, as dumbs dogs go, i am the most naive.
i pray to the stars, the clocks, the maps, and the drinks. i don't think God pays attention to this lame mutt's wishes though.
i sometimes worry that He doesn't pay attention to anything at all.
i'm scared that believing in Him is just like believing in you.
luckily, this idiotic dog's heart is blind.
spasms
- October 24, 2010
- RosesAtSunset
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