• the cuffer prize short list came out this weekend. i was not on it . that means i did not make the top ten. a crushing blow for sure. a part of me said that it was only the first contest i entered and there will be other contests the other part of me cried all day. i don't know what part to listen to. rejection is really hard for my all ready low self esteem. i don't know if i want to be a writer bad enough to go through that amount of pain. but then again not writing would be like not breathing. may be i will write and keep it for myself. not enter any more contests we will see

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