• I never know wat to put in the subject line. Well I'm pretty much about to kill over with all this crap that I have to live with! I've made the dession to brake up with my almost year long boyfriend. And its put me into a pretty hardcore deppression. I don't want to do it but I feel I need to. I don't know why but its just a gut feeling I've had for almost a week now. I don't want to cuz I luv him more than I've ever loved anyone else. And a week ago I wud have never thought of ending it and I wudve said that there was no reason to. But lately he's changed and I don't like how he's been acting. I saw him yesterday after not seeing him in a month. And I wasn't even happy about it..... I just sat and listened to every dumbass thing he had to say. I almost lost it when he had the nerve to cuss to my mothers face!! I mean I cudnt even look at him for more than 2 seconds. And when he came to say goodbye, he gave me a hug an said I luv u. And I don't think I meant it when I said it back......I don't even know anymore. And now I'm freakin out over how I'm going to do it. And I'm terrified over how he's going to act. And then there's the thought that I might lose my best friend. I don't know wat to do. I just sat and cried all night last nightand woke up this morning with my eyes swollen shut. I mean wat do I do if we don't get back together? Half of me wants to and the other half says no flippin way. This is insane. I just hope that I'm doing wats right.

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