• perfect opportunity a bag a house two girls one boy bathing suits on the floor a bed to set the scene on when you're that fucked up you realize how nothing you do in this life can possibly matter good or bad or stupid your decisions don't really have to be yours if you just follow along with the ride the powder white, just like the movies im already so drunk though and then suddenly, like sober, but just not me a controlled state of mind of a different person somebody with confidence sex appeal the kind of girl who has threesomes and talks about it the kind of girl who just really doesn't give a fuck its just a body just a drug everything can be narrowed out or in, depending where you're standing and so i just said yes and nothing crumbled he went inside and she wathced, no touching an awkward chemistry just an extra person playing the roll of one and some might call this peculiar but at the time it was just what's expected i liked being that different it felt like having a new life it was some strange version of normal a screen play maybe someone else's words spilling from my lack of curves a drug filled paralell universe where people and events are meant to stay but for some reason, we always try to carry over as if we are still the same people without the powder and so i let him fuck me and it fucking hurt but at least i got free weed and sushi and that's what i keep reminding myself i miss matt i miss me but that's tough shit and the world keeps on a turning so maybe with enough imaginary nights i can make it my reality

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