• I guess this is the closest I'm gonna get to a blog.. Not much of a blog if you ask me, but I don't care.. The significant, ugly truth that I've come here today to write about, is my love life. Yeah, yeah, yeah I know what you're thinking. "Typical girl with a boy problem." I thought the same thing too. The thing is, I feel as if I've come full circle, and it hurts. The mistake of a relationship I was in a year ago, the guy started to neglect me around this time of year when I needed his friendship the most. I need my current boyfriend's friendship the most, but I feel as if he's straying from me. I felt so alone last night, even in his presence. Maybe I shouldn't suggest we hang out anymore, since that obviously wasn't the smartest choice. I know that friends don't disappear just because you're in a relationship; this I know. We were lying in bed watching a movie, I leaned over to kiss him and he said, "I'm tired." He turned his face away and fell asleep. He slept for hours leaving me to watch movie after movie alone. When he woke up, he was texting his friends. Friends that he'd already spent a majority of the day with, mind you. He was really anxious to just leave and hang out with them for the duration of the night. I dropped him off at the fast food place his friends were at, feeling utterly alone and used. I most likely was used last night. Maybe I need to grow a pair, and bitch at him. I'm such a pushover. Ugh! I love him, I really do, but I'm not gonna let this b.s. to continue if I want a healthy relationship. Wish me luck!

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