• What a hard Friday. I made a termendous amount of money threw registrations and bookings...which is great for the building. But bad for my "to do and MUST get done list". I was an hour late getting to lunch. Getting back... that just doesnt give me enough time, to start and finish the tasks. Ok, Prioritize. (spelling sorry) So, I do. Very Important More Important Over due Important. Shit That never worked Ok Plan B Time the tasks Ahhh..now thats better Quickest gets done first...bigger tasks last. That way, I can not answer the phone at the end of my shift...and try and concentrate on the daunting task on hand. Great.....backfire. Its 445...and Im starting to go into Brain Meltdown. Im tired..the numbers are jumbling in front of me..and the computer is slow, and its not doing what I want too. Do I stay and do a detailed bill for 1000 dollars? ahhhggg...fuck it. Wrap it up..and call it a night I say. Before I know it..Im writing him. Yes..weakness, and tired. I reach out in weakness and pain. Ill spare the details. Trust me, Im pathetic...in every sence of the word. Home made pizza tonight. One veggie and one cheese for the little one. One homemade bottle of rose and red wine. Im staying home...getting myself drunk. Can I say that at least the red wine is good for the heart? It cant be all bad...when I numb myself from all this worlds pain. Ive got 3 movies lined up. Im going to curl up in my comfy pajamas, throw my hair in a pony tail..drink some red wine, and go slowly numb...as I watch my movies in surround sound (fuck the neighbours tonight...their getting what they give me all the time). Im going to try and Enjoy a quiet Friday night. No club tonight.No bar. No House Party. No @ a friends for drinks. Nope, not tonight. I Dont have the drive to go out tonight. With the effort of a pound of war paint on my face, my hair flattened, so it shines like a new penny or even in my sexiest dress/top or heels NOTHING will make this woman feel "beautiful" tonight. The only thing that would make me feel beautiful, is in AZ.

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