I am so confused about Kevin :(
He tells me he likes me and he wants to date me and all this stuff but when I send him a text just asking a question he can't take the time to respond. I hate being ignored. I hate how he doesn't want to talk to me. I feel like he isn't even interested but he keeps saying he is. I just wish he would take the time to talk to me, at least at night when neither of us are doing anything.
I want a relationship. I want one with him.
I messaged Alex on facebook today. I told him that I deleted his number from my phone and I no longer have it memorized. We aren't friends on facebook anymore and we barely go on myspace so we probably won't end up talking there. I told him that I can't say that I love him anymore cause it hurts too much to know that he doesn't want me in his life anymore as it is. Between Kevin and him I just want to cry. Cry my eyes out. I want to feel loved, and I don't.
Maybe that's why I want to have sex all the time. For however long the sex lasts, I feel loved and cared about. When I would hang out with Alex that's how I would feel. When I hang out with Kevin that's how I feel. But when neither of them talk to me I am sort of lost.
School is stressing me out like crazy. I want to just be in college and not deal with all of this anymore.
But most of all, I want is Kevin to talk to me. All I need is for somebody to talk to me, and I'll be okay.
thirty.
- August 31, 2010
- DrowningInSound
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