• Sunday: Was a good day. The preacher didnt yell and shake his finger today...as much as normal. I hate it when he does that. Does he think I do not listen to him? The lord gave me 2 ears..and 1 mouth. I listen more..and talk less. Or at least that is my goal. His message was on being content. WOW...now there is something I needed to hear. So, do I settle for this? Is this "as good as it gets"? Do, I fight tooth and nail, for a better life? Do I take the easy road? Do I take the high road..full of uncertainity, full of "what ifs"? Too many questions to answer tonight. Thats for sure. I want better, I want so much better. I know, I will NOT settle for now and only this. I know, I can do better. Will I be alone? Will I meet someone new? Will I live with the man, who owns my heart? So many unanswered questions. I cant think of answers. not now. Not tonight. Perhaps the answers scare me. Thats fine, I can live with scard tonight. I watched George Michael in Blue Ray tonight. The concert took my breathe away. He is stunning, the concert,..the lights the lazers ..all the people, transported me back to the Air Canada center when he visited us that hot Summer night. I can still remember every detail of that concert. That night, had to be one of the best nights of my life. Having David there, would have elivated it to a hole new level...but, he wasnt. I would have loved him to be there. My best friend and I..danced and screamed like silly teenagers. We got stared at, and didnt care. No..we were not acting our age. Fuck that..it was George Michael..and one night. We let our hair down..and rocked out. We high 5'd everyone around us...hugged and sang with strangers around us. The girls behind us from the USA said, we were typical canadians. They said we were "so friendly and overly poliet" I mean, I was apologizing, for getting in their view, when I had my hands up. :P They were great ladies...so, was the gay couple beside me. So poliet..and they didnt mind..that I bumped into them almost every 4 seconds with my wild dancing. He just smiled..and continually said "your so cute when you dance". huh...a cute BBW dancing around...now thats something, I dont normally hear everyday. Poor guy, he must have had bruises on his arm by the time he left the concert. Today was a good day. I walked in the sun..and enjoyed making a roast for dinner. Surprise company arrived..so of course, I forgot it in the oven for an extra 10 minutes. It wasnt as pink as I would have liked. BUT, none the less...talk about full of flavour, and so good. YUM! My daughter and I made the potroast together..and video taped it. Her big idea..had me in a bundle of nerves. But, it seemed to work out ok. I published it to youtube. Should be interesting to see the comments, if I get any at all. If they are positive, her and I decided to make some more. Its a nice way of bonding with her on Sundays..and she LOVES cooking. Shes so cute..she mentioned "dirt" in it..all I could do was chuckle..and say well, "Hygenic reasons really..but its all good" :) I listened to George, and now Rascal Flatts...music that makes me feel good. Im gearing up for another hectic Monday...and I needed something to make me feel good.

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