Last night my fears came true. My mother told me for the second time to stay away from chatting to that girl online or else. No matter how much I try convince her that it's all cool, she won't budge. I can't win. It seems that the only person I can connect with is being taken away from me and it's tearing me apart. Right now I just wanna scream and strangle something.
What you're reading right now may well be the last thing I'll write on this site for possibly several years. That's if I ever come back at all. I can't take it anymore.
I don't want this person I've been pouring my heart out to think that I've abandoned her or anything. I've done all I can to keep it together but nothing has worked. She knows who she is, and I want to tell her I'm sorry, but I doubt if this is going to last with the way my mother is handling this.
Thankfully I still have her e-mail so if I ever have my own house to do whatever I want in, I can chat to her for as long as I wish. But that looks like it's several years down the track. I don't know what else to do. I'd do anything just to get out of the house. This is one of the saddest days of my life.
down in a hole, feeling so small.
- August 16, 2010
- feminist92
- 1 Comment
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