• other than a few random break downs im doing quite well. field hockey camp was sooooo much fun. my team went 5-1 and the best thing was we won the championship. we played the team and lost but we were both the top two teams so we had to play them again and then we beat them when it really mattered and so we won and were victorious. i started playing forward which was new and exciting and im starting to really enjoy it so basically now i can be put anywhere on the field ! im crossing my fingers i make it on the school team ill be devastated if i dont. so joe and his best friend tyler were drunk texting me last night not even being funny just kept telling me how joe kept talking about me and missed me well i dont miss him. theres no longing anymore. the only thing im longing for is to reconcile my differences with nick. school will be starting soon and ive already been having so many dreams that say i want to resolve past issues which are only him. it would be quite helpful so im gunna talk to him that will be interesting. my sister got home and she took off again shes very selfish and doesnt really care about me or my parents. everything shes been doing has been annoying the crap out of me i wanna ship her off to paris like right now rather than in three weeks. im going to the beach this weekend. im sooooooo excited for some rest and relaxation. i love the beach it will be so fun. and hopefully i will hang out with my cousins girlfriend whom i love shes so nice and real and actually cares about me. hmmm theres not a lot for me to say i feel like i started this journal with sooo much in my head but now i realize theres just nothing up there. oh well! C'est la vie. until next time....

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