• so yeah you really are a piece of work i remember back in grade school when i had that little schoolgirl crush on u for like eight years god ill never get those years back even if i was just a child have u ever just waited around SO long, for the impossible, and when i finally comes uve moved on? past the point of no return? thats you. u were such a good boy, not like all the bad boys im usually attracted too. go figure. you texted me and asked if i wanted to go see a movie with u we had been friends our whole lives, of course i would and then it turns out that was our first date i got made fun of so much, you know "ur dating HIM?" from the guys and "HES dating HER?!?!" from the girls all those girls, always all over you. ALWAYS. they couldnt believe u chose ME. thats right bitches, i had him first, so suck that. and then i guess guys just wanted an excuse to torture me? who fuckin knows, kids are weird man spanish class was a living hell i thought id have to know out some teeth to get ppl to shut up all that aside we went on all those awkward standard dates we go to the movies and we'd both sit there watching a movie neither of us never rlly wanted to see or ud come over and we'd watch some dvds and i'd kick ur ass on my gamecube. then there was those dreaded dances. u had two left feet. so did i. we both stood alone with our friends in the corner, i dont dance. until a slow song anyway. then i realized, im over u. i dont like u anymore this was around the same time that u realized u loved me. i thought id come back around and id fall back in love i mean u hear of this all the time, ppl falling in and out and back in love so i stuck it out for eight more months we dated for over a year, ya know i guess my picking fights unprovoked... never returning calls or texts.... all but ignoring u, giving u the cold shoulder why couldnt u have taken a hint i needed u to take a hint u wouldve spared us both so much ...i was gonna type pain but im rlly not heartbroken at all more like relieved does this make me a bitch? heartless? carved out of stone?? i had to check my pulse just now. ya never know rlly the only thing i felt was embarrassment u just HAD to break up with me in front of everyone, didnt u and i had this master plan to do it myself, why couldnt u have waited three more days three days thats what i had told myself four months ago, then but i truly meant it the second time around i guess ive come to the conclusion that u are an immature douche and i am a cold heartless wretched being, incapable of love i feel no guilt a little self pity that i am practically incapable of exhibiting human emotion but thats it im over it im over you SO over you i was over you months before u ever called it quits and all of this i just randomly wrote, this nonsense, is proof and yet... i just took thirty minutes of my life to type this for no reason. youll never see it. youll never know. no one will. who do i have to convince, other than myself? and i DO NOT want you, i repeat DO NOT want you our relationship was so fucked, i never want that again but i feel like...protective of you or something like a mama bear and her cub i keep saying im over you and oh my god i am but, lets be realistic and look at the facts youre out partying with tha ladiessss and im here typing nonsense about u for no reason. whatever FUCK IT ALL im done with love im way happier without that bullshit bringing me down :D i feel FREE DAMN IT FREEEEEEE its a beautiful feeling, to have nothing weighing you down marvelous .....kbye

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